Life so far..

So the first week of semester 2 has just breezed through.. Have already started A2 lessons for Chemistry and Physics, while still doing the last chapter of AS Statistics. We've mostly spent the week discussing and going through our internals, and I found out that my marks were only at the border instead of a firm grade. And blegh I broke two test-tubes during my lab session in separate accidents.. the first test-tube flew out of my hand (literally, because someone twitched me zzz) and the next fell off the tongs while I was heating it. G'dammit... My lecturer gave the death glare like what, twice? lol way to start the new semester. And this also means I've to buck up and work harder, cos my AS is in 4 months time. So yeah, that's about it. :)

They say academics isn't everything, but education is the only way to a brighter future.

When we fight

The tongue is sharper than the knife. 
That's why the cuts never really hurt. 

I hope I'll make the right choice. Maybe you're right, that we aren't made for each other, that I'm too childish to be in a relationship, that you're not the one for me. Maybe I've been wrong all this while.

2012 with a big BANG!

Spent the last few hours of 2011 with my family and relatives at Desa ParkCity, with a lot of food stalls, performances and games! DPC holds a New Year countdown event every year, and this year was their 3rd (and my 3rd time spending the New Year eve there too!). This year's event was much more interesting and livelier than the last (I suppose), with better and spicier performances; dance performances with edgier costumes, live band performance by Thunderstorm (who did a really good job), on-stage games, and a really funny host who happens to be the vocalist of our very own band Dragon Red! My cousins and I participated in one of the games, and we had to ROAR, literally. I would say the crowd reaction really sucked, especially those coming from old uncles and aunties, whereas the youths were more responsive. Then at 31st December 2011 11.59 p.m., all present began the last 60-seconds countdown, only to be greeted with a spectacular fireworks performance by DPC itself as we shouted 3-2-1! Had a wonderful time ending the 2011, and I got myself a souvenir :) 

I have poor photography skills, but I managed to get a shot of the fireworks :) 

Happy New Year, everyone! Time to usher in the new year, and let's welcome 2012 with a big bang! 

The end is nearing. Time for a new beginning!

If you guys remember (wait, no one reads my blog).. Okay, I remember that on the 1st of January this year, I actually came up with a list of new-year resolutions for myself. At first, I was pretty much on the go but as the months passed.. well, yeah. So, let's take a look at my progress for twenty-eleven! :)

11 resolutions for 2011 :)

1. Study harder and smarter for my A-levels wherever I'm going. No more slacking! D:
There was improvement as my classmates are more competitive, although I can't say that I got rid of the slacking habit. +1

2. Be a better person, totally. No more cursing, that's one lol.
A better person? I don't think so! I faced more insults and teases this year, especially about my height and size. So really, I became a whole lot meaner.. About the cursing, uhmm blah (?) -1

3. Gain some weight. Eat, eat and eat! Let's get this war started.
Oh yeahhhh, I gained about 5kg! That's a big leap, isn't it? I was a frail 39kg.. and now a proud 44! +1

4. Manage my finance professionally. After being broke for once, no more spending on stuffs I don't need. $$
Slight improvement, although I do spend on more wants than needs occasionally. Not bad! +1 

5. Be more optimistic!! Gotta start looking at the brighter side of me, rather than looking down on myself all the time. :)
I am totally more comfortable with myself this year especially with my new-found friends, although with some downs here and there (when people start teasing me bout my height.. can't they just get over it?!). But I can say that I am less of a pessimist! +1 

6. Be a happier person, yes. Why bother being sad all the time, aite?
I can't say that I am completely a happy person this year. Like I said, retards are out there being twitchy about my height. Cried myself quite a few times.. -1

7. Smile for myself! This has been my motto for like.. 2010. But it didn't quite work the way I planned. So yes, take a look at my buck teeth :B
A yes, yes, yes! Almost everyday begins with a smile. How can I not with my awesome boyfriend and friends? +1

8. Waste time, no more. Rather than sleeping when there's nothing to do.. I'll start indulging in my lost hobbies once again.
I'll have to try again next year, my bed has been my faithful companient this year! About the lost hobbies, they're still kinda sesat somewhere. -1

9. Go green! Our earth is dying, so let's not die together with it. 3R, people!!
To tell the truth, I totally forgot about this one. I did pick up rubbish from the floor but all else went down the drain! -1

10. Love myself, my friends, and family. Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind. <3
A NO for this one too.. as friendships and family ties had been strained. -1

11. Be a better girlfriend? :) I promise to you too, my love. I love you too, now and always. ^^
A star for this one, please? I dare not decide on this one, as the opinion is in his hands!



Let's see.. This is NOT very impressive.. heck, it's not impressive at all! 2011 hadn't been kind to me, I faced a lot of problems in terms of relationships; friends and extended family. I chose not to argue and in the end, hurt myself (emotionally, no cutting!) which isn't a good thing either. I might not come up with resolutions next year, but we'll see how it goes yeah? Twenty-twelve, please be nicer!

Imperfections

So I may not have the sweetest smile, the straightest set of teeth, the silkiest hair, the smartest brain, the bustiest boobs, the hottest legs, the juiciest butt, the fairest skin, the biggest eyes, okay.. enough of my physical flaws (they ARE flaws in your perceptions pffft). Now for my temperaments; the longest patience, the wittiest humour, the biggest love, the sincerest care, the largest generosity, the holiest actions etc etc (to be continued by you since you know me THAT well). Oh I guess you were only being honest, and I would gladly thank you for that! But seriously, you're NOT all that perfect either;